I have 4 library books due, and I keep forgetting about them because the books are at the back of my car, out of sight. Hence, out of mind, lol. So, if you see me anywhere, please remind me, hee.

Oh! I'm 22 now ;).I don't feel it yet. I'm still in denial I think. My birthday was... good =). Spent almost the whole day with some of the closest. The 'celebration' feels a bit different though, I don't know why. I told Izzy it was boring, but now I just think that compared to my previous birthdays, this one was very toned down. Towards the 26th, I didn't feel the need to celebrate the day of my birth, to be honest. I just wanted to spend a lot of time with certain people =). Yes, in the beginning, Nas and I planned to have a big celebration for me, buuuutttt after she went away for umrah, I had no one to really put it to action with, so that plan went down the drain. Lol. Oh well. We'll just do something for the next one. Maybe.

My birthday coincided with chinese new year this year, so after my sushi treat (I'm sorry I couldn't invite everybody), a couple of us went to tutong to Fong's place to visit him. It was his birthday as well, hee, so it was a double celebration for him. Wish we could've stayed longer though. The ride to tutong was... looooooonnggggg. Our conversation went from something random, to cars (only Fadhli and my cousin were talking, haha, Aliiyah and I went blank), guys and the problems around them, complaining about the bad road condition, and then back to something random. It was drizzling as well, and since my mood follows the weather condition, I was lucky to have them 3 at that time, or otherwise I'd feel down.

As of now, I am still in the process of re-organizing my life. Getting back to school work. Social life. Gym life. Family life. So far, I'm doing okay with all of those, I think. Sure, there are the ups and downs with everything. I can be lazy sometimes ;). I can go in and out of touch with friends sometimes. I can still miss people whom I see almost everyday sometimes. This and that. But looking at the bigger picture, I'm better now than I was a few months ago =).

What I want, is to have all of my few close people with me, having blueberry cheesecake and drinking tea tarik ping. Yes, the food & drink combination is weird, but I still want them. I wanna.

I miss snuggling under the duvet and reading chick lits.
I miss going to au lait or coffeebean or fleur-dy-lys with Si Minah, hehe.
I miss being somewhere where no one knows us and just be =).
I miss watching Timothy DeLaGhetto (haha, gonna watch him after this. u-toob people).
I miss Max B's hot chocolate. Nyaman! Esp. during this very rainy season.