Helloooooo~! =)

I'm not really back. Just thought I'd come and visit this blog. It really is dead now huh? hehe. Oh well, just wanna drop by and say helloooooo~ and I did

Goodbye!

oh and Happy Fasting!

I guess this means we're all on hiatus?

I'll probably start again after exam's done, which should be middle of May.

In other news; somebody's back ;)

So I took this quiz, 'Get to know yourself better', off his blog.

Here's the result.

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

(Really? Hrmm)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

(I like funny & interesting people too!! In fact, I'd love a funny & interesting boyfriend, who can be serious when the time needs him to be, hee. Yes, I don't jump on the first good-looking guy that passes my way, BUT he has got to at least physically attract me in some way too, e.g. smile?)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

(*smiles*)

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

(uhuh...)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

(True that)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

(With God's will)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

(HAHA)

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

(Yes. I'm all into being able to be alone, and still be alright. I can't bear to fall apart again like last time, and happily enough, I'm on my way there :))

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

(I'll let you guys decide on this).

So, I had my roti kawin and milo pink yesterday. Eh no, tea tarik. Not that you'd actually care what I had ;p.

Nas and I decided to have breakfast together yesterday. We went to to uni cafe so that we could meet up with our other friends, as well as have a late breakfast, but they weren't available. Bummer. I had a great roti kawin though, heh. Nas couldn't stay long, so I had to send her to OGH around noon. Bumped into a couple of people while walking around campus and also in the car on the way back.... Yeahhh... Showed her the famous belakang-parking of our faculty where I always park; my almost always trusty parking lot where I almost always get a parking, hee. It's good to be able to drive around... *HINT* Get yer behind BEHIND that wheel already woman, hehe.

I am gonna go to Italy with my newly-wedded husband. Even if I have to pay for the tickets myself, I am going with him. And have gelato everyday. Bwahahha. Okay, random.

Oh. Nas just gave me my belated presents... hahaha, she said, if she kept it longer for her, she'd add more stuff to the big box *grinz*. Haha. Should've kept it longer with her.. hrmmm... lol. But nah~ I would've done the same thing actually. I, myself, wouldn't be satisfied until I've gotten that person a bunch of different stuff. But that usually happens to a special few though ;). Thanks love, I heart all of them, esp. the ring!!! It actually fits, haha. Matches the necklace my mama gave me ;) You know I love blings, hahaha. Somebody unexpected gave me a belated birthday present as well =) Guess I must've been a good friend to her all this while =). Thanks Nisa! To Nora as well, for giving me my first! I've yet to wear it though... I'll save it for a special occasion =). And oh, to Jas & Cleo as well for the chocolates =). And to those who've spent January 26th with me; you guys made my day. Your company was enough =).

Yes, the thank yous won't stop, lol. I'm craving for the roti kawin again. Tomorrow?

Went to gym again after that after a week or so of not working out. Felt goooooddd. I want more.














You know what I'm gonna do?

Was talking to Nas on the phone a few hours ago.

She was babbling!!! Hahahaha. Sorry babe, you know you did.
Banyak lagi tu cakap nya. Hehe.

And that's for anyone who misses her, haha.

I forgot I had an audio record of the time when the some of us Melb Brus were messing around in my room in hall, a few days before I had to go back to Bru. They were helping me out with shopping or packing up I think, I'm not sure which. And during one of our breaks, Najib and Isa played their guitars and we were all singing together =). I've put all the audios on iTunes and one of them played just now, hence the memory recollection =).

And Mr.Rayban, congrats on passing your flight test. As we all know you would ;p.

And I need a MAJOR upgrade with my music playlist. Payah jua Mac ani ah. Hehe. Or maybe I just couldn't be bothered to learn how to download music from here. Kamu tau?

I'm just rambling. So I'll stop.

Right now I'm craving for the original roti kawin, plus milo ping. Heheh, yes, random much.

I have 4 library books due, and I keep forgetting about them because the books are at the back of my car, out of sight. Hence, out of mind, lol. So, if you see me anywhere, please remind me, hee.

Oh! I'm 22 now ;).I don't feel it yet. I'm still in denial I think. My birthday was... good =). Spent almost the whole day with some of the closest. The 'celebration' feels a bit different though, I don't know why. I told Izzy it was boring, but now I just think that compared to my previous birthdays, this one was very toned down. Towards the 26th, I didn't feel the need to celebrate the day of my birth, to be honest. I just wanted to spend a lot of time with certain people =). Yes, in the beginning, Nas and I planned to have a big celebration for me, buuuutttt after she went away for umrah, I had no one to really put it to action with, so that plan went down the drain. Lol. Oh well. We'll just do something for the next one. Maybe.

My birthday coincided with chinese new year this year, so after my sushi treat (I'm sorry I couldn't invite everybody), a couple of us went to tutong to Fong's place to visit him. It was his birthday as well, hee, so it was a double celebration for him. Wish we could've stayed longer though. The ride to tutong was... looooooonnggggg. Our conversation went from something random, to cars (only Fadhli and my cousin were talking, haha, Aliiyah and I went blank), guys and the problems around them, complaining about the bad road condition, and then back to something random. It was drizzling as well, and since my mood follows the weather condition, I was lucky to have them 3 at that time, or otherwise I'd feel down.

As of now, I am still in the process of re-organizing my life. Getting back to school work. Social life. Gym life. Family life. So far, I'm doing okay with all of those, I think. Sure, there are the ups and downs with everything. I can be lazy sometimes ;). I can go in and out of touch with friends sometimes. I can still miss people whom I see almost everyday sometimes. This and that. But looking at the bigger picture, I'm better now than I was a few months ago =).

What I want, is to have all of my few close people with me, having blueberry cheesecake and drinking tea tarik ping. Yes, the food & drink combination is weird, but I still want them. I wanna.

I miss snuggling under the duvet and reading chick lits.
I miss going to au lait or coffeebean or fleur-dy-lys with Si Minah, hehe.
I miss being somewhere where no one knows us and just be =).
I miss watching Timothy DeLaGhetto (haha, gonna watch him after this. u-toob people).
I miss Max B's hot chocolate. Nyaman! Esp. during this very rainy season.


I don't really miss blogging anymore. I think, when I feel content, I don't feel the need to have this outlet anymore. Sure, I miss reading the girls' posts, but I guess I understand why they don't blog much either. We're busy with our real life. Even if we don't have anything to do, blogging doesn't have it's attraction anymore. Do you people even read us anymore? I see the number of blog visitors keep increasing, but why? Lol. Ah well, whatever makes you happy.

Is this what you call being emo? Hahaha. Sorry, I'm a bucketful of emotions these days =).


I wanna do something different. Please? Take me kayaking? Anyone?
Or a hip-hop dance class?
I'm fidgety, hehe.
But it's funny. With some people, I'm all bah-let's-go-do-something!!!
And with others, I'm all content and 'chillax', if you don't mind. Lol.

I'm starting to babble.
I think it's time to go.

Finally have the mood to blog.
Well, that's probably because I have work to do. Hah. Classic.

At least I'm off facebook. Before you all panic about not being able to stalk or stick your noses into my life again, lemme rephrase that. I don't feel the need to go to FB anymore. I don't want to. For various reasons. Like procrastinating due to profile hopping and all that. And something else. Hmm. Makes my life easier actually. Hee.

Anyhoots.

A lot of birthdays are coming up. Including my own. BUT for some reason, whatever made me excited about having a big celebration in the last few weeks, is gone, and now replaced with just getting by through the day with the closest around me, and drowning myself with uni work. I don't know. I don't even feel like celebrating it anymore. Don't get me wrong. I WILL accept *ahem* birthday gifts, hugs & kisses, and all that, hee. I just don't feel like making it a big deal anymore.

Is that wrong? I don't know. What's wrong with me? Nothing much. Uni's fine. (Yes, ya ain't getting much here ;p) Or maybe I just need the GIRLS to help me with planning and all that. (NAS, come back soon bahhh. I need you. Heh heh. And I soooo hope you can get your BEHIND back here in February for a holiday Iz, since you're staying there during winter anyways ;p)

The last time I've blogged was on the 28th. From then on, we're all either busy, lazy, or couldn't be bothered to update this little cyber world of ours. I think I've come to a point where expressing myself here, rants and all, no longer becomes a need much. I don't know what I need or want anymore. Just tryna get thru' day after day.

And no, I am not depressed or anything like that ;p. Just... on the slow lane, if you get what I mean. I am just typing whatever comes to my mind right now, cos I'm kinda tired, and tmrw I have a full day ahead of me, with the possibility of gym at night. Full day, which starts from 8 till 12pm. Then from 2pm till 6pm. Macam time org working bah, huhu. Overtime lagi tu. Lol.

Oh btw, before I forget;


Right. What else. Am missing some people a lot.

...

Okay, okay, I need to stop.

Laters.

P/s: HAPPY 2009!

As you can see, there has been lack of updates from all of us. She's busy being in another part of Australia, she's busy spending time with the family and renovation, and she's been busy spending time with the close few.

Today's a lazy Sunday. Nothing much to do but chill. Time to blog.

I am tempted to go to Tasek though... what I usually do when I'm all alone... we'll see...

The end of the holiday is coming nearer. Meaning no more free days, increase in anxiety due to upcoming results, meeting the people again, going around campus, assignments, projects and tests, pouring over books or doing last minute work in the library, bumping into random people, more 'meetings' ;), and such. Some to look forward to, and some not. Just gotta get through it. Whatever happens, just gotta get through it.

The holiday's been... interesting. Been spending a lot of time outside of the house... mostly going out to eat with some people, cruising around the district, attending events and functions, holidays at the neighbouring places, and the gym ofcourse ;). Gym is... 'fun' as usual, but can't go as much as before as compared to FZ, due to non-(yet)membership. 'Fun' at the gym in my dictionary means working out makes you sweaty and tired like shit, but physically and mentally rewarding at the end, lol. Plus, having motivated people and bodybuilders working out around you helps as well, hee. In my case, that'll be The-Trainer-With-Nike-On-Him 24/7, Fadhli (haha) and Mizah. Waiting for other people to join us as well *ahem*.

Had holidays in KK and Labuan, with the families... Cancelled my plans to go to Singapore and Melbourne. KK was shopping awesome (especially since I need not had to worry about cash, *grinz*, haha), and was all about cam-whoring, and here is where I blame my sisters, lol. We went to the most talked 1Bor.neo, where it felt like I was back at Chadstone, this big shopping mall in Melbourne. Siok! Hehe... even if you don't buy anything, it's just fun to walk around looking at people and stuff. Trying out KK food was on my list too. We dined at a fine seafood restaurant (oh-so-yummy! oysters heaven!), to roughing it at a big sidewalk area full of food stalls (where I had the best grilled king prawn! yummmmm and couldn't care less how I looked like when eating haha). Labuan was cool to just relax and wonder around, and it was especially cool being with the right people, hee. If I could, I would stretch the time being there...

"Kekasih yang dulu hilang, kini nyata telah kembali pulang~"

Guess Tasek is a no-no then now.

 

WISHIN' Y'ALL A VERY HAPPY CHRISTMAS ! ! !
... AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR !

xxx